new.old.new.

hello new year.

for the past few days, I have felt everything that was thrown at me. all of it being connected with the present and past. old feelings. new healing. waiting.
felt a lot of brokenness. there is a lot in this world that is broken.
but i did get to feel beauty from this brokenness as well, due to healing. healing from God.

i was playing this game today, "tip of the tongue!" you are supposed to answer these questions regarding everything from geography to pop culture. the questions are easy enough, but are just senseless and silly random facts.
all week long, I have felt like this game...having questions, feeling, and knowing that there are answers out there, but not really knowing which ones to answer with.
something just waiting to happen. waiting to come. waiting to just make sense.

i think i might be ready for some answers. i think i am.