Distant

Today was hard. It was long, almost too long. It was good though for me to figure out how topass time without always being surrounded by people.
to. be. alone.

I started my pumpernickel bread recipe tonight after work. lovely bread is. I am excited about this one.

I was quite the introvert today. A lot of thinking. difficult to face myself, but very neccesary.

you came through today.thankyou.

Reality.

Hard stuff, reality is.
When it hits you, it comes so unexpectedly. What you thought was real and grounded in truth, unravels with a simple sentence.
This makes you realize that people believe what they want to. hmmm.
Reality will always be. That is hard for me to recognize.

You think people fall in love, getting married and what not.
Sheltered kids never realize the pressures of life outside of their bubbles.
People are dying everyday from diseases that I have never heard of, while i eat full meals more than once a week.

ihavesomuch.iamhumbled.thankyou